Beginnings

Beginnings, plural noun. The point in time and space where something starts

       Thursday, June 13th 2013

One of my best friends has been ignoring me because of a recent falling out we've had. It has been two days since the encounter. I am sitting in English class trying my best to focus on one of my classmates renditions of Letters to John (or something like that), and not pay any attention to the seat next to me. 
      All of a sudden my friend walks in. She sets her bag down and slides into the seat beside me. She starts chatting to me about something or another, just like everything is fine. I can hardly contain my enthusiasum. 


           Now
      Now that summer's out and I'm on vacation I don't really expect to see her much. Yes, I know I'm a terrible friend but going over to people's houses is really stressful for me, so mostly I'll stay home. I guess now that I've admitted it I might try harder to spend some time away from my computer. Ha ha ha. 

Over

Adjective. Completed or finished

     Tuesday, June 11th 2012
A good friend of mine and I sit in class. The teacher is going on about some project that's do tomorrow. Yada yada green sheet yada yada. "Wait, what green sheet?" I ask to no one in particular. Everyone looks as baffled as I'm sure I do. I turn to my friend thinking she might not of heard me and ask again about the green sheet. "I don't know!" she snaps her voice dangerously sharp. I withdraw into myself, hurt. All I did was ask if she knew what was going on! Feeling brave from the sting of her comment I take a deep breath and say, in a measured voice, "I know that you are having a bad day, but that is not an excuse to act like a jerk." She looks taken aback. I turn my attention back to the teacher, ever so slightly proud of my bravery.
      A moment or two later I notice her get up to leave. Her face is red and tears trickle down her cheeks. I feel a stab if guilt. I was a little harsh. While she's gone I make up my mind to apologize at the end of class. I never intended to hurt her, and seeing her sad because of
Something I'd done hurt me like a shot to the heart. The teacher comes by while I'm sitting there and asks me if I want to go after her. I shake my head. Seeing me was probably the last thing she wanted. 
       We don't speak a word until after class. I wait for her to finish unpacking as always. She looks up at me and growls, "What?" I pause unsure what to say. Again her words sting. She looks up from her packing
Again and glares at me. "What is it?" she snaps. "I, uh, I just wanted to say
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you" I say. "OK." she says and walks off. I hurry to my next class witch I also share with her, then I go to the bathroom and cry. I spend the rest of the day going out of my way to avoid her. I'm also trying to avoid a confrontation with our mutual friends. I don't want to end up giving them a one sided story that isn't the truth.

More on that story latter. Sorry for the really long post. I hope it doesn't take too much of you time. 

Sorry

Adjective. Describing someone who feels bad because they haven't been keeping up on their blog.
     I guess I don't really have that much to say. I'm scared I have this presentation tomorrow and I don't feel like I'm prepared enough, and right now I feel really sad. I'm not sure why. I think it's because I gel bad about being worried. I know I will be fine. I have a great grade in that class and I am fairly sure my teacher will not let me fail this year of school. Oh. Did I mention that if if I fail this project they won't let me move on? Anyway the point is that I have a great life. So why am I complaining?
      Arggggg! Spelling! At least I'm getting better.