Adjective. Describing someone who feels bad because they haven't been keeping up on their blog.
I guess I don't really have that much to say. I'm scared I have this presentation tomorrow and I don't feel like I'm prepared enough, and right now I feel really sad. I'm not sure why. I think it's because I gel bad about being worried. I know I will be fine. I have a great grade in that class and I am fairly sure my teacher will not let me fail this year of school. Oh. Did I mention that if if I fail this project they won't let me move on? Anyway the point is that I have a great life. So why am I complaining?
Arggggg! Spelling! At least I'm getting better.
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Force
Noun, the power to move stuff with your mind, mass times acceleration
May the fourth be with you!
I'm not really that into Star Wars, but it is something that I have enjoyed over the years. I really loved the strong female roll of Leia, and was disappointed that she had to have a romantic relationship. While we are on the topic of flaws I wanted to say one of the problems I have with Star Wars. It has been bugging me that there is a light side and a dark side. There is such an obvious leap we the views are supposed to make. The dark side is bad and the light side is good. There is absolutely no gray zone. While particular characters have been known to switch sides it was always clear in the end weather they were good or bad. (save maybe Darth Vader's redemption) Why is it that the dark side is bad? Why are we supposed to be rooting for the rebels? And the thing that bugs me the most; why, why would anyone call their teem "The Dark Side" it completely dehumanizes their cause.
Anyway please don't get me wrong. I enjoy Star Wars just as much as the next guy, espesaly the part about the clones, and I really don't want anyone to hate me now... please
May the fourth be with you!
I'm not really that into Star Wars, but it is something that I have enjoyed over the years. I really loved the strong female roll of Leia, and was disappointed that she had to have a romantic relationship. While we are on the topic of flaws I wanted to say one of the problems I have with Star Wars. It has been bugging me that there is a light side and a dark side. There is such an obvious leap we the views are supposed to make. The dark side is bad and the light side is good. There is absolutely no gray zone. While particular characters have been known to switch sides it was always clear in the end weather they were good or bad. (save maybe Darth Vader's redemption) Why is it that the dark side is bad? Why are we supposed to be rooting for the rebels? And the thing that bugs me the most; why, why would anyone call their teem "The Dark Side" it completely dehumanizes their cause.
Anyway please don't get me wrong. I enjoy Star Wars just as much as the next guy, espesaly the part about the clones, and I really don't want anyone to hate me now... please
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Doll
Doll, noun, a toy miniature representation of a person
What is identity? Who am I? Am I just a selection of memories. Are my experiences the only thing that makes me different from everyone else?
I write a lot of opinions but really do I have the right to tell other people what to think when I don't even know who I am.
Am I just a collection of other people's ideas? Where are my thoughts in all this mess?
What is identity? Who am I? Am I just a selection of memories. Are my experiences the only thing that makes me different from everyone else?
I write a lot of opinions but really do I have the right to tell other people what to think when I don't even know who I am.
Am I just a collection of other people's ideas? Where are my thoughts in all this mess?
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Now
Now, adverb, in the present, referring to what is happening, well, now
It's a skill I really lack, the ability to focus on what is happening here and now. It is indeed difficult to accept this , I, we all really, like to pretend that we are good at everything and admitting our failings is something most of us struggle with. I should really try more to live in the present. I doing something wrong. Right? Shouldn't I be focused on every little good thing here. Won't that make me happy. .......but that isn't really what I'm looking for. I want to be recognized and admired and that isn't happening right now, so maybe I'm not so wrong after all.
It's a skill I really lack, the ability to focus on what is happening here and now. It is indeed difficult to accept this , I, we all really, like to pretend that we are good at everything and admitting our failings is something most of us struggle with. I should really try more to live in the present. I doing something wrong. Right? Shouldn't I be focused on every little good thing here. Won't that make me happy. .......but that isn't really what I'm looking for. I want to be recognized and admired and that isn't happening right now, so maybe I'm not so wrong after all.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Friday
Friday, noun, the day after Thursday and before Saturday
Isn't it amazing how much work you get on Thursday? It's like they are trying to make up for the weekend. "Oh dear look at that, they won't be dining work for two full days (minus the metric ton of homework we gave them) we really better step up the amount of work they have to do on Thursday. And if that weren't enough we take tests and give presentations all day Friday. Uggggh. Just ugggghhhh.
Isn't it amazing how much work you get on Thursday? It's like they are trying to make up for the weekend. "Oh dear look at that, they won't be dining work for two full days (minus the metric ton of homework we gave them) we really better step up the amount of work they have to do on Thursday. And if that weren't enough we take tests and give presentations all day Friday. Uggggh. Just ugggghhhh.
Monday, April 1, 2013
Alone
Alone, adjective, that feeling you get when it seems like no one knows you exist
Ever had that feeling when you are in a crowd and no one is listening to you or looking at you and you get this deep feeling of loss? It is a though you have just lost all you friends because they don't see your pain, they are not there at your side when you need them most. You feel so deeply betrayed, yet at the same time you can't speak up because they wouldn't understand anyway.they probably wouldn't listen anyway. You are invisible. Unseen. Maybe that's just me...
Ever had that feeling when you are in a crowd and no one is listening to you or looking at you and you get this deep feeling of loss? It is a though you have just lost all you friends because they don't see your pain, they are not there at your side when you need them most. You feel so deeply betrayed, yet at the same time you can't speak up because they wouldn't understand anyway.they probably wouldn't listen anyway. You are invisible. Unseen. Maybe that's just me...
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