Now

Now, adverb, in the present, referring to what is happening, well, now

     It's a skill I really lack, the ability to focus on what is happening here and now. It is indeed difficult to accept this , I, we all really, like to pretend that we are good at everything and admitting our failings is something most of us struggle with. I should really try more to live in the present. I doing something wrong. Right? Shouldn't I be focused on every little good thing here. Won't that make me happy. .......but that isn't really what I'm looking for. I want to be recognized and admired and that isn't happening right now, so maybe I'm not so wrong after all.